STOP TALKING ...YOU MAKIN ME SOFT - 22

IM I HAVE A FETISH FOR DOMINATING MEN. THREW PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE . AND VERBAL BDSM . AND FEMININITY THEY ARE SO FUCKING SICK AND TWISTED THEY HONESTLY. DONT EVEN CARE HOW I TALK TO THEM . I HONESTLY FEEL SO MUCH BETTER ABOUT MYSELF WHEN I CAN SIT WITH MY ENEMY AND BE CONTENT KNOWING WE ARE BOTH USING EACH OTHER . .WHILE HE IS USING ME FOR HIS SEXUAL KICKS. . ... IDK WHAT I DID IN A PAST LIFE . BUT I DIDNT GROW UP WITH HUGS AND KISSES ... I WAS BULLIED THROUGH OUT SCHOOL ...I GOT EXPELLED FROM PERFORMING ARTS SCHOOL .. CAUSE SOME UGLY BITCH ASKED ME WHICH BOYS I THOUHHT WAS CUTE . AND THIS LIGHT SKINNED B0Y. GOT IN HIS FEELINGS AND JUMPED ME AFTER SCHOOL . MY PARENTS WERE SO HOMOPHOBIC ...I KNEW BETTER THAN TO TELL THEM WHY I HAD A BLACK EYE ON MY FACE . THEY WOULD HAVE JUST CALLED ME FAGGOTS AND BEAT MY ASS FOR BEING GAY. AND GETTING BEAT UP .. SO I CARRIED A KNIFE. IN MY BAG ...AND GOT CAUGHT. LUCKILY I WAS HIGHLY INTELLIGENT AND GOT MY DIPLOMA AT 17 . BUT NONE THE LESS . THIS BITCH ASS NIGGA HAD THE AUDACITY TO TRY AND HIT ME UP..TELLING ME HOW IM SO BEAUTIFUL AND ALL THIS BULLSHIT NOW I UNDERSTAND , IM GROWN NOW ... WE WAS KIDS ...AND BESIDES ... THEY WASNT CASTING A BLACK FLAMBOYANT FAGGOT IN HIGHSCHOOL PLAYS . FUCK THEM .NOT TO MENTION MY LITTLE BROTHER. BEAT HIM UP AND VIDEO TAPED HIMSELF FUCKIN HIS GIRLFRIEND ... A FEW YEARS AGO ...SO U GUESS HIS LIGHT BRIGHT ASS LEARNED HIS WEIGHT . SO I CAN SEE MYSELF BEING KINDA OPEN MINDED MY BIGGEST ISSUE IS WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS FAGGOT ASS NIGGA ... THINK HE HAS ANY FUCKIN RIGHT TO SPEAK TO ME . I MEAN HE IS IN MY TERRITORY . THE SAME WAY HE HAD A IMAGE TO MAINTAIN. As a WANNA BE CHRISBROWN .. NOW I UNDERSTAND HOW THE DOWNLOW COMMUNITY ESPECIALLY BLACK MEN HAVE INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA , ALONG WITH HETERONORMATIVE NARCISIM , BUT HIS ARROGANCE IS WHAT MANY OF YOU EXUDE. I SEE IT ALL THE TIME WITH GUYS WHO TRY TO ACT LIKE THEY NOT INTO THE LIFESTYLE OR AS FAMILIAR .. IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE AROUND A FLAMBOYANT GAY MALE ..OR UNPASSABLE GIRL OR CROSSDRESSER . AND THEY ARE AROUND A PRETTY TRANSEXUAL ...AND DONT LET IT BE A REGULAR FEMALE AROUND. THEY GET REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE AND BOTHERED .WILL EVEN CONVINCE HIMSELF THAT THE INDIVIDUAL MIGHT TRY TO MAKE A PASS AT HIM ..SO HE START ACTING ALL FUCKING WEIRD AND JEFFRY DAHMERISH .. BITCH I LOVE W ..MEAN WHILE HE WANNA GET BENT OVER. AND FUCKED UP HIS ASS ...AND PROLLY LIKE PLAYING IN PANTIES . RIGHT ALONG WITH THEM . THE ENTITLEMENT . ITS TIME FOR BITCHES TO STOP KISSING YOUR ASSES . AND SUCKING DICK .. AND TREATING YALL LIKE THE CLOSET FREAKS YALL ARE . I DONT WANT YALL ASSES DURING THE DAY TIME . YALL DONT MATCH MY CONFIDENCE .YALL HAVE NOT ENDURED MY PAIN . YOUR A WEAK MISOGYNIST. AND PERPETUATER OF MURDER , POVERTY AND ADDICTIONS AMONGST TRANSWOMEN . AND IF YOU ARE NOT DOING THESE THINGS. IM SORRY TO INFORM YOU . YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THESE THINGS OUT SIDE OF THE BEDROOM.. I REMEMBER BEING ATTACKED BY OVER 20 GROWN ASS MEN ...AND I WAS TOLD TO TONE IT DOWN SOME AND I WOULDNT MAKE GUYS SO UNCOMFORTABLE . AND WHEN I DID THAT ...THESE SAME UNCOMFORTABLE GUYS BE TOUCHING THEY SELVES AND SCROLLING DOWN SITES LIKE THIS .. AND BY DOING THIS AS OPPOSED TO APPROACHING US IN PERSON . OR DOING SOMETHING A RESPECTABLE MAN DOES WHEN THEY ARE ATTRACTED TO A FEMALE LIKE TAKE HER OUT. MARRY AND COMMIT TO HER . YOU ARE MAKING A CONSCIOUS DECISION TO TREAT ME AS. ANYTHING BUT A WOMAN ...ANYTHING BUT CHILVALRY ... YOU ARE AKNOWLEDGING THE FACT THAT YOU ARE STRAIGHT ... SO OUT SIDE OF THE BEDROOM YOU CAN LIVE IN WHAT EVER FANTASY YOUD LIKE . BUT IN MY PRESENSE YOUR OBSOLVED OF ALL FUCKING PRIVILEDGE ... YOU MIGHT NOT GET FUCKED BUT ...YOU GONE LEARN HOW TO SUCK A DICK .. YOU GONE MAKE SURE I BUST MY NUT . AND AFTERWARDS ...PLEASE DONT SAY A WORD . CLOSE ALL TABS AND LOG OUT. CAUSE IM NOT GAY LIKE THAT .. I JUST LIKE TO FUCK AROUND .... LET ME SLIDE MY FINGER IN YOU AS I MASSAGE YO BALLS ... AND DEEP THROAT IT YOU MIGHT LIKE IT . WHAT ABOUT THE HEAD NIGGA . LOL MEN BE SO FOCK